I tried to keep things as normal as I could for the girls. We just about never stopped. Besides getting mastitis three times in the first three months after he left, I just kept moving forward and maintaining normalcy. We did all the same things we did before and continued to have park dates, play … Continue reading Where Do We Go From Here?
I sat their stunned... Angry... He said no. Confused... irrational... He said no... He said no to our marriage. No to me. No to our babies... He walked out of the room and left me sitting on the couch in frantic silence as my mind attempted to make sense of the fact that forever only … Continue reading Forever Only Meant Two Years and Ten Months
It happened so quickly, like a punch to the gut, a blow I never saw coming. I had expected a fight of some sort but instead was met with such resolve and certainty. A decision that would forever alter the course of my life, and my girls. I’ll never forget that day. It was our … Continue reading It Takes Just One Word To End A Marriage
Sometimes your heart knows things your physical world has yet to reveal. And sometimes that little voice is right. You are smarter than you think and braver than you believe. I had finally found proof, but I was devastated to learn that I was right. Finding proof of your husbands affair is the furthest thing … Continue reading And Just Like That, I Finally Had Proof of His Affair
I will never forget the day I finally asked him. Five words was all it took for the walls of my world to crumble and my devastating new reality to sink in. “Are you having an affair.” As if the past few weeks and months hadn’t been enough to make we wonder, the days … Continue reading The Beginning of The End, Pt. 2
I knew something was wrong. As the money trickled out of the account and the only person sharing my bed was my newborn, I had never felt more alone. The passcode on his phone had been changed and he wouldn't let me anywhere near it. I would wake up in the middle of the night … Continue reading The Beginning of the End, Pt. 1
Everyone has heard the saying, when life gives you lemons. And whether you make lemonade or lemon bars, everyone is getting at the same thing. It’s not a matter of when life will knock you off your feet, but a matter of when. The shape and speed of each curveball varies from person to person … Continue reading Why Life and Lemons